does this make me 'hip'?

i am marissa.
from Kingston, PA.
i listen to
terrible music,
wear ugly clothing,
&laugh at every1.

Failing Is Not Just For Failures.Listener

this dams about to go and I’m running out of fingers 
it’ll hurt, but it will heal, I’m starting to believe it 
eyes wide open in the darkness, but I really can’t see it 
it’s burning right now and I want you to feel it somehow, 
but without the pain of knowing it.